But he did return, with enough supplies and medicines for the whole camp. He didn't return for several days, until Raven had almost given up all hope of seeing him again. Raven at first refused but when Blue became almost unable to breathe, she relented. The boy offered to help get medicine for Blue in exchange for letting him go before the rest of the camp decided how to punish him. It was later revealed that it had been a teenage boy who had been causing the trouble but by that point Raven had other worries as Blue's health had deteriorated. Though the group accepted her as one of their own, they were still wary of her, especially when food started to go missing around their camp. Raven, who knew nothing of surviving in the Wilds at this time, was lucky to run into a homestead just days before they moved out to New Hampshire. Realizing that the baby was most likely a ' deliria child' with no hope of a life inside the verified communities, Raven took the child and fled across the border into the Wilds. She performed CPR upon the child, saving its life. Instead she found an abandoned baby, blue and not breathing (because of this appearance, Raven would later name the child Blue). One day, Raven came across a shoe box which she hoped might have something valuable inside. This was worsened by the fact that her mother forced her to keep quiet about her father's condition.

She feared her father as his procedure hadn't worked correctly and left him with violent tendencies in which Raven was often hurt. While it's unknown what her birth name was it is mentioned once that it was different than what it was in the Wilds. Raven was born in Yarmouth (possibly in the state of Massachusetts) twenty-three years before the events of Pandemonium.

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